Yeah well I’m broke and my time is not mine but devoted to my wife who is lingering more alive than dead and so I wrestle. Psychologically I escape not. Home is furtive. Today in my three hours I did do a lot. Only 6 hours remain to do but this ain’t happening.
Tomorrow Kaiser thankfully I think sends her back home. Surgery on 13th of month. Rah rah. What must be done shall. So it goes. Kaiser cuts open the head and dredges out this growth with the microscopic steam shovel only after torturing you with Health. Test test test eh victim? Lying there you are our profit center. We do know recovery from surgery happens. So we encourage it.
Given this, given it ain’t COVID, our best health option is home. Kaiser tortures her but does not deem it necessary now or yes but different torture. The outstanding rehab center in Chiapas paid by the special grant for Long Covid. If you agree possible all expenses paid for 150 days then flown back to Redwood City for surgery. Maybe .
Music helped with the madness. I return to Hospital by cab.
A reminder for me is that in 1973 I had not encountered Sun Ra. I’d be mentally healthier today if I had.
Sun Ra from 1973.
And this performer who came up by random chance. Who until I sat down I knew not, Mose ft. Suyana - Live at Heart Culture
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This medical situation has zero touch points to Covid.. I on the other hand contemplate one year ago and Covid hospitalization with Pneumonia and a home and Kaiser test saying Covid. A different planet now..
Thank you for the update, admiring your spirit and sending my best wishes.