New Year's Day in Kaiser
Further ruminations
Some leaps into the unknown can be successful. You need to hire a Maven. Kaiser offers only surgery. The company permits patients to share the room if need be so long as obliging the health and safety precautions of the System most Mavens more than qualify.
Some brilliant software engineers in stealth mode from Israel and Mumbai and Davis figured out how to get a Maven in any room in any location at any time using a technological patent variant Musk allowed go rogue. This is the Pentagon war fighting software Mas Macho. The variant brilliantly builds from Pentagon studies of neurons randomly firing. Que Es is software which is simple enough to run on Windows 2000.
The home is for two. I and I. I am not visiting but care giving. Yes I am bent out of shape by the situation. And I now bow to fate. My belief is detention for 8 days was avoidable without meeting daughter for breakfast. On the other hand would we after the MRI found the tumor not checked in to Hospital? And had we not done so with Daughter but alone would anything change?
The isolation ought be able to be overcome. But Judith is not strong enough emotionally to do so.
Now faced with surgery and no elevator at home and some distance to go for surgery we struggle.
I want 12 hours to do stuff. She wants constant company to overcome fear. The best is to find a middle road. So far no middle path.
Husband. Victim of solidarity. I have no job. My employment is my wife's health.
I have dual duty to myself and to her. In the end I know I would regret being with her less. Much is learned post Covid not known to naked eye but naked spirit. The only cafe in the Hospital closes at 2PM is one item. Very few Caucasion staff another.
A medical cul-de-sac.